Wednesday, 16 March 2011

Better Late Than Never!

Well i'm about 10 years late but here i am cyber space! The old pen and paper are out the window and its in with technology! I still find the idea of writing to and about myself really strange but its so good to get some of the craziness out......no matter how bad i am at translating whats in my head to words.....and i'm really bad!! I suppose it was really all because of 'Face' that i started this.....a very intriguing women to say the least......cant place her in my little world but all i know is that i want her in it and there is defiantly a special place in it for her!

I am fast approaching a crossroad in my life....the chance to make my first real big decision! slightly daunting to say the least. I try tell myself that there are no right or wrong decisions cause if u knew the outcome u wouldn't have to make the choice in the first place, after all it's peoples choices that separate them! This is a comfort to me but still doesn't make the decision making any easier. The future holds many possibilities and i get so excited thinking about it but not without a bit of apprehension. I know what i want out of life, theres no wavering there, the real problem is how to get there!!! So will it be my decisions that change my future.....do milliseconds count for that much......who really knows.......all i know is i'm ready to escape the fate!